Only to say that because of menstrual irregularities that are probably perimenopausal I had a horrible, incredibly painful test and have to wait 7 days for the results of the biopsy.
My doctor says it is "almost certain" that nothing is wrong and that the likelihood that I am fine is 99 percent.
It's the "almost" and that other 1 percent that are making me sick to my stomach and fearful beyond fearful.
I have to go on a road trip with my family on Tuesday. I have to celebrate my birthday with my parents and family on Wednesday. I have to celebrate Thanksgiving with them all and then sit there on Friday, waiting for the phone call to tell me my results.
And I can't let the kids know. I'm not sure I even want my mother to know.
I can't talk about this any more.